It could be... or somebody else's could be, and you're doing it for them.
It's... more than anything... it's about the willingness to go through this place for a wish. Everything it makes you do, all the choices it forces on you... the willingness to do that for one completely impossible wish.
But I understand what you mean. Thinking these memories will come and you'll see more of it. I've remembered enough to know I've got some bad ones coming. I haven't had them yet, but I know they will come.