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Tweak says, "FREEEEEDOM!!"

Arsine (Rolo Lamperouge) (brother_con) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-11-10 18:53:00

Entry tags:

!days 190-199, adachi emiri, allen walker, apollo justice, kudo shinichi, lelouch lamperouge, rolo lamperouge, sakura, {anna clare 'annie' sawyer}, {x-23}, {{{mikaila}}}

Who: Bunnycorn!! >(
Where: Bathhouse
When: Day 190, midday
What: Naked funtiems

[Today Lepus has decided that it's time to bathe, which seems to ...involve barricading the doors against intruders. Super mysterious Lepus bathtime!!

...Monoceros are also welcome.]

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	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 09:57 am UTC (link)
	[PRESSES CLOSER] ...I can't believe... since I got here, in a month... we've had seven members leave. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 09:57 am UTC (link)
	I know. My poor brother . . . I can't even . . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:06 am UTC (link)
	...new ones will come right away, that's how it's happened before, but... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE]

zeromemories
2010-11-11 10:13 am UTC (link)

They're still people you learned to love and rely on. They're still people that are close to you.

[brushes his bangs back with a gentle hand]

We've had team members leave here and there, but for the most part, it was when Lynx and Corvus were still forming—people, mostly, that we never got a chance to really know. The thought of any of them leaving now, that we've finally settled in—it's scary. You must be heartbroken.

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	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:16 am UTC (link)
	I wasn't even counting in Monoceros... It'd be easier if new people didn't come right away. I can't... they're not replaceable! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:18 am UTC (link)
	I know. But this place . . . We have to do our best. Closing your heart off would be the worst. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:21 am UTC (link)
	I don't know what else to do...! You're the only one in my heart other than them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:28 am UTC (link)
	. . . are you afraid to let more people in, in case they leave, too? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:29 am UTC (link)
	Afraid...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:36 am UTC (link)
	[pause] Unwilling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:40 am UTC (link)
	I don't... [hesitates] want many people in my heart to begin with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:41 am UTC (link)
	I . . . understand that. But I also don't want you to be lonely. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:48 am UTC (link)
	[presses his face into Lelouch's shirt] I wish we weren't on different teams. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:49 am UTC (link)
	I know. I wish that a lot, too. [kisses the top of Rolo's head, lightly, stroking his back] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:52 am UTC (link)
	You're right, I don't want to let anyone new in when they'll leave. Why would I...? It's hard enough to be spread thin with three, let alone doing it if I'm going to lose them... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:56 am UTC (link)
	. . . mm . . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 11:04 am UTC (link)
	I... I don't know. I'll see. I just... I really wanted them ... I didn't think... Mikaila said she wouldn't leave me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 11:04 am UTC (link)
	. . . she doesn't really have a choice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 11:05 am UTC (link)
	I know... I know. I just... didn't think it would happen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	So nothing anyone else says can matter, because ...it's not up to us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:14 pm UTC (link)
	. . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	If new people do come, if I might like them... one of us is going to leave first. Good ends, Pillar, Judges... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] zeromemories 2010-11-11 10:21 pm UTC (link)
	It's the same outside of here, though, too. Death and circumstance—you can never predict what will happen. But we decide it's worth it regardless. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER, ELSEWHERE] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	[turns his face into Lelouch's jacket, silent] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)