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Tweak says, "Beg!"

Cobra/Johnny Rayflo (hemogobbled) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-11-09 18:43:00

Entry tags:

!days 180-189, adachi emiri, albert de morcerf, howard link, johnny rayflo, kanda yuu, rolo lamperouge, wanijima akito, {shin seijuurou}, {x-23}, {{{mikaila}}}, {{{van}}}

Who: Cobra and Lepus
Where: Lepus!
When: Day 189 afternoon
What: Blood donation!

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	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 08:05 am UTC (link)
	He said Van should apologize to his team for being such a shitty teammate to let this happen to Mikaila. I enjoy spending time with you, but that's different. You understand? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 08:14 am UTC (link)
	Scowl is not representative of what all of Hydra thinks or feels. Saying that kind of thing is definitely unforgivable... but taking it out on others who had nothing to do with it at all, and escalating the situation to what could turn out to be a never-ending bloodbath is too. It won't... just stop at Lepus and Hydra. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 08:17 am UTC (link)
	I recognize that, but games have their requirements. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 08:28 am UTC (link)
	... I can't ... face you, then. I'm sorry. I still ... like you. But I also can't willingly spend time with someone while knowing that they would happily see myself or any of my loved ones dead or maimed at the first opportunity. I'm not ... that strong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 08:29 am UTC (link)
	Really...? That's what I assume with everyone off-team I talk to. But whatever you can live with, then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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assumedposition
2010-11-11 08:36 am UTC (link)

... Not everybody here is like that, Arsine. There are really ... a lot of genuinely good people here. People who do their best not to hurt anyone in the games, or who try to protect others even outside of their team where they can, or who, even accepting that they have to hurt someone else, do their best to keep it from becoming personal or awful ... even though it's always awful.

Maybe if I thought like you, it'd hurt less when I get proven wrong about someone. But even so, I-- I don't know if I could live like that, never believing in others. To me, it seems like ... the saddest thing in the world.

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brother_con
2010-11-11 08:47 am UTC (link)

There are a few people here, certainly. There was even someone who stood up for Lepus once. She's on Cepheus, so we do everything we can for Cepheus. That's how we got into debt with our patron, actually, I hear. Because she protected us, we'll pay any price for her.

We take care of our own.

But for every one person like that, there's plenty like your leader, who made it perfectly clear what they think about Lepus and what we're worth. Your leader said he wanted an apology for something that happened ages ago; Van said he'd given one the day the person woke up, but it wasn't enough -- he wasn't on his knees. Things like that. We see it wherever we go. We and Monoceros aren't well-viewed. In two different ways, neither of us are worth other people's consideration. You know our reputation; you hear it from other people, don't you? I'm sure you've heard enough about us from everyone. So we're a good scapegoat. Nobody's going to care if Lepus gets hurt. So, we live like that.

It's not sad. In a way, it's even a matter of pride, to be able to take that and keep going. If people treat us well, great, but it'd be embarrassing to do otherwise, given who we are.

And if you can't face me with that, that's also fine. I don't care, and I won't bear a grudge, but I feel what I feel and I'll act how I act when we're treated that way.

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	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 09:08 am UTC (link)
	... You're wrong, though. I would care. I would care if Lepus got hurt. Or Monoceros. So would Faith-- the girl who protected your team. Syaoran, Claude-- all of Cepheus would care. So would Allen. And Tsuna. And Feathers. And Royal. And that's just off the top of my head. We would all care. So don't just throw our opinions and feelings away so easily. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 09:10 am UTC (link)
	So who voted to protect us last game? It's fine. I'm not doubting you, of course. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 09:13 am UTC (link)
	How would I know the answer to that? You won, didn't you? So, you must have had some votes. That game... was rigged from the start anyway, being practically pitted against one's partner team is just... there's no meaning to a game like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 09:21 am UTC (link)
	Well, we're willing to maim, and Monoceros surely isn't. It is, isn't it? I don't like being pitted against Monoceros. They're ours to protect, after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 09:31 am UTC (link)
	... It wasn't that one team out of every partnership had to win, though. Cepheus and Orion both lost. We don't even know what the results of that poll were. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 09:33 am UTC (link)
	Oh, well. At any rate, how's your hand? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 09:43 am UTC (link)
	... Ah. It'll be fine. ... I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 09:49 am UTC (link)
	You should get that taken care of. Looks like Bane's ready. [...we're going to need a time lag...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 09:51 am UTC (link)
	... Right. [SHALL WE JUST SAY, WE HAVE NOW SKIPPED TIME TO AFTER HORRIBLE HEALINGS HAVE HAPPENED AND A LITTLE BIT OF SCREAMING?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 09:54 am UTC (link)
	...We... Bane... may need to do more training. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 09:56 am UTC (link)
	[Weeeakest laugh] Ha... haha. [Kay no I'mma just sit down for a few more minutes and breathe deeply] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 09:58 am UTC (link)
	...If you have to come again, Bryony or I will do it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] fanstheflames 2010-11-11 10:00 am UTC (link)
	[SUDDENLY, FROM NOWHERE: jiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.] Rolo-kun. Who's this weaksauce-lookin' lamer? [Sup I came to put out the flames.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:04 am UTC (link)
	Ah, he's Albert of Hydra. He might or might not be a friend of mine... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] fanstheflames 2010-11-11 10:06 am UTC (link)
	What's with that? I thought they were supposed to be badasses? This guy looks like he'd fall over if you blew too hard! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] brother_con 2010-11-11 10:11 am UTC (link)
	He did just have his hand set on fire. You can arm wrestle him a different day, Bryony. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] assumedposition 2010-11-11 10:13 am UTC (link)
	[I am giving you guys the weirdest LOOK] ... I really think ... I should go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [LATER] fanstheflames 2010-11-11 10:13 am UTC (link)
	Pfft! Cheapskate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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