The more I remember real death, seeing it and causing it and feeling it, the more abstract "death" is here. What I did to my father didn't have any way out but more death.
Something that violates a dead soul like that, the only thing like it here is the pillar, and we don't put people there. Even then, they aren't forced to undergo anything like watching their body murder and wear the skin of the one who revived them, and then a lifetime of slaughtering humans. That's what I damned Mana to.