Re: CHARLIE'S HEART: Vulpecula, Cepheus, Delphinus.
You know better than that. Or you should if you've been here longer than me. No one should be blamed for this kind of thing. The blame rests on those Judges' shoulders for wanting a laugh at other people--people like you, struggle with guilt that's not solely theirs.
Blaming yourself won't change the fact that this could happen again. It also won't change what happened.