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Tweak says, "let the crazy out"

Ashikawa Mitsuru (Alfæt Klivian) (byallmeans) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-07-18 10:42:00

Entry tags:

!days 140-149, ashikawa mitsuru, syaoran, {chaz villette}, {emil castagnier}, {kirika yuumura}, {{{james t. kirk}}}, {{{spock}}}

Who: Orion, anyone
Where: Orion's dorm
When: Day 148, post game
What: Memories

[A tiny in yellow's just finished up putting new berries in a bowl on the table.]

Are we taking them together again?

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	byallmeans 2010-07-18 07:00 am UTC (link)
	[Then he's all the way through it, finally, and not looking so great.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-18 07:05 am UTC (link)
	[heeeeeeeeeeesitates. Mitsuru is physically all right, which is what he was worried about when he heard the staff drop and saw him clutch his chest, but he just saw Mitsuru have a very bad memory that he might very well want to keep private. after a moment of indescion, he asks softly] Are you... do you want to be left alone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-18 07:18 am UTC (link)
	[...please hold, recovering just now. You'll get an answer in a sec.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-18 07:33 am UTC (link)
	[he'll wait quietly until he gets a response] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-18 07:55 am UTC (link)
	[Annnd, pulling himself together. Watch him avoid the question.] ...we got memories from the game tonight. You might as well take yours. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-18 08:01 am UTC (link)
	Oh... right. At least there's just one more to take... I was putting them off for a while. Um, you don't mind if I take the last one? The other two were good so... this one probably won't be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-18 08:12 am UTC (link)
	Go ahead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	1/2 forgotmynuts 2010-07-18 08:26 am UTC (link)
	[nods and takes it... he doesn't react to the memory at first, but a little ways into the memory he clutches at his head, before his posture shifts visibly, out of his usual slightly slumped posture, straitening up and his expression changing to a scowl. it's pretty familiar body language still, though, as Mitsuru's seen him in battle before (Reply to this) (Parent)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-18 08:27 am UTC (link)
	but it's momentary. by the time the memory is done his body language has returned to normal, his head bowed] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-18 08:32 am UTC (link)
	...how was it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-18 08:38 am UTC (link)
	It... I guess some things make more sense now. You know how I'm... different, in battle sometimes? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-18 01:09 pm UTC (link)
	I've noticed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-18 07:26 pm UTC (link)
	[nods] It's because I made a pact... I receive power in battle but... Tenebrae didn't really explain properly when I'm using that power I change. I guess I know how I got so much stronger so quickly... it wasn't really 'me' that can fight at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-18 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	Then who is it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-19 12:44 am UTC (link)
	[shakes his head] I guess it's Ratatosk's power? I think it's still me fighting... just using skills and power from someone else, is all. I don't really get it either. [sighs] That's disappointing... one of the only things I'm good at and I'm only good at it because I'm borrowing something else's ability... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-19 03:50 am UTC (link)
	If it bothers you so much, learn to fight another way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-19 04:01 am UTC (link)
	[shakes his head] No, it's... useful, and I made the pact already. If it's still working here, I don't think I can renege. Actually, I don't think I can help it, anyway... it wasn't like I was trying to use it on purpose, it just happened like it was natural. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-19 04:34 am UTC (link)
	Then supplement it. Anyway, you spend more time not fighting than you do using your sword. Don't tell me you think all the rest is a waste? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-19 05:26 am UTC (link)
	Uh! U-um, no... I know fishing and gardening is important... It's just things had gotten so bad, and I... really felt useless. I know it's not, but... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-19 05:31 am UTC (link)
	[sighs] Sorry, it's stupid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-19 07:26 am UTC (link)
	You're right. It is stupid. You can garden and fish and gather and cook. You can play in the games, and you know which plants are medicine and what to do if someone's hurt. How many days has it been since you woke up? How many fights have you been in since then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-19 07:31 am UTC (link)
	Um... four, if you count the time I was lost in the caves as one big long one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-19 07:34 am UTC (link)
	And how many days? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-07-19 07:37 am UTC (link)
	A little over forty? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	byallmeans 2010-07-19 09:00 am UTC (link)
	So on one in every ten days you use that ability. Do the math. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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