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Tweak says, "All I've ever wanted is you"

Brass/Rory Williams (lone_centurion) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-07-05 00:51:00

Entry tags:

!days 140-149, albert de morcerf, dean winchester, edward elric, gokudera hayato, hattori heiji, jace beleren, kudo shinichi, minami ikki, nabuca, rory pond, syaoran, yamamoto takeshi, {jin kisaragi}, {kirika yuumura}, {noel vermillion}, {yuri volte hyuga}, {{{geddoe}}}, {{{mikaila}}}, {{{miranda lotto}}}, {{{toboe}}}

Who: Rory, Lynx, Anyone
Where: The Lynx and Corvus area.
When: Day 145, afternoon
What: Look, some new people!

[There's a person in gray walking around the new buildings. He seems to be scanning the area around the two buildings, getting his bearings perhaps? Though he looks pretty calm and collected.

Bother?]

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	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 03:30 am UTC (link)
	This is a perfect chance to change that, then. Just decide what you do want to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 03:38 am UTC (link)
	I have. It's part of why I'm not that motivated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 03:41 am UTC (link)
	Oh? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 03:47 am UTC (link)
	Why would I want to become someone who was so easily...flustered? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 03:49 am UTC (link)
	Why would that give you no motivation? If it were me, I'd be motivated to become someone... stronger... a very slight odd note to the last word (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 03:50 am UTC (link)
	But do I need the memories for that? I'm motivated to do other things, but not necessarily to win for the sake of getting them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 03:53 am UTC (link)
	Then win them for the rest of your team, and to learn what your wish is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 03:57 am UTC (link)
	...I could see doing it for your other team. It's just hard to feel motivated for something you have no clue about is all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 04:01 am UTC (link)
	Yeah... I can see that. But maybe you're not always worried, too. You could have just been worried about coming here, when you left yourself that message. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 04:08 am UTC (link)
	[Shrugs.] Maybe. [But he didn't look convinced. Mostly because he knows he's pretty easy to panic if he doesn't squash a lot of his feelings.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 04:09 am UTC (link)
	I hope you can figure it out for yourself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 04:11 am UTC (link)
	...thanks, I guess. What did you figure out about yourself from the message? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 04:17 am UTC (link)
	Mm... that I'm confident in myself and my abilities... whatever those are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 05:20 am UTC (link)
	That seems pretty common. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 05:27 am UTC (link)
	Confidence? Mm... maybe with newer people. It seems like a lot of people wear down over time. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 05:27 am UTC (link)
	Oh, not all of them though! Some of them are making it through pretty okay! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 05:46 am UTC (link)
	I mean for first messages. Someone on my team was pretty confident in their message too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 05:48 am UTC (link)
	Oh! Yeah, I suppose there would be a lot of that... this seems like the kind of place that would tend to attract confident people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 05:50 am UTC (link)
	It could be, depending how they advertise it. It's common for people to become Jaded here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 05:57 am UTC (link)
	Eh... I think it's the way this place is. It's not really created to make us happy. Er, don't wanna make it seem awful on your first day or anything! But it's not easy. But if you're prepared for that... I think you can find your way through and get stronger without letting it harden you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-09 06:08 am UTC (link)
	...I'm sure I'll be fine. It's better to know than to be caught unawares. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-09 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	nods Yeah. You can have some time to think about how you'll handle the bad stuff, instead of just getting thrown into it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-10 08:31 am UTC (link)
	We can brace ourselves. If that's possible for what I've heard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-10 08:56 pm UTC (link)
	People have told you what to expect, I'm guessing, then. Hearing about it and actually being in the Arena during a bad game are different things, but at least you can know and be prepared for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2010-07-10 09:48 pm UTC (link)
	Quite a few times. Hearing something and experiencing is is quite different. Especially when you can't remember much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)