I don't know, mon. At home . . . it was eat or be eaten. De answer was clear, ja? But it's not like dat here. If I eat, den people dat weren't gwon try to kill me die. If I don't eat . . . people die anyways. Dat's not a very good choice, ja?
I think . . . dat it's worse to let myself lose control. Den, I could hurt anyone. Even my own comrades. I'm lucky dat I didn't do dat dis time.