alone
Characters: Autumn and Mazie Setting: her room nsfw
Mazie had rummaged around in the pantry for a while, grabbing a bag of potato chips without looking at the flavor as well as a bag of marshmallows. Wasn’t great food, but it would keep and she knew she still had some stockpiled in her room anyway. After that, she only had one place in mind to go. Taking the stairs, Mazie did her best to walk carefully, having scored a couple of matches from Rusty but still hoping to keep the flame going without needing to use them.
She made it to Autumn’s room with only about five or six mini-panic attacks at the flickering flame and once there she crinkled the bags under her arm and knocked on it. “Autumn? You in there?”
Autumn was in there. She had a few candles lit, ones she'd gotten earlier from the spiritual room. She had them spaced around the room to give it a warm glow, and had been waiting for Mazie to arrive. She'd actually gone twice to see if she could find her, but in the end, she couldn't, and figured the blonde would find her eventually. When she heard her voice, she bounced up from the couch where she'd been seated, and she smoothed the skirt of her dress down slightly. It was a light thing, not actually that fancy or anything, just something simple. But it had been in her clothes, and she'd been putting off wearing it. For a night when things seemed warranted. Like tonight. It was storming, the power was out, there was candle light...sure there wasn't any music, but she'd already been in a romantic mood since that morning, and it hadn't ebbed at all. Her hair was up, something she'd done earlier in the day.
When she opened the door, she did so slowly, letting it fall back to frame her. She had a smile on her lips. "Good evening, Mazie." she greeted.
"Woah." Mazie stared for a good, long moment, realizing in the back of her mind that this knockout was standing in front of her and Mazie looked probably like a drowned rat carrying junk food and one candle. Stunned for a moment, Mazie willed words to pass from her head to her lips and out of her mouth but nothing came. Finally, she just smiled. "You look amazing." How? How, in the middle of a power outage, could Autumn still look so perfect?
Now that was the reaction she wanted. That was just exactly what she'd been hoping for. "Thank you." she told her, reaching out to draw Mazie inside. "You're all wet." she noted, a sweet sort of purr to her tone. She gently removed the items Mazie carried from her hands, finding places for them out of the way. "Should I get you a towel?" she asked, starting towards the bathroom, though she was sure to look back at Mazie over her shoulder.
Mazie definitely felt like she'd walked into something she'd dreamt up. Autumn's room, lit with candles, beautiful Autumn in the middle of it, those looks she was giving her and that voice… She felt a shiver and wanted to attribute it to the damp clothes but she knew it was something else. "Uhm…sure, if you want?" She followed, feeling compelled to do so just so she could keep looking at Autumn. "I could only find candles outside in the shed."
"I got a few from the spiritual room." Autumn told her, feeling pleased that she seemed to be having the effect she wanted. Grabbing one of the big towels from her bathroom, she walked barefoot back up to Mazie, and instead of handing it to her, she took the time to wrap it around Mazie's shoulders herself, arms going around her and bringing her in closer. She'd given herself a spritz of perfume earlier as well, of course.
This was..was this really happening? Mazie felt incredibly awkward next to beautiful Autumn with her hair done up and smelling like she did, but still somehow Autumn wanted to pull her in and suddenly, she didn't want to talk about candles anymore. Venturing further, Mazie leaned in and kissed Autumn, one hand snaking out of the towel to touch Autumn's cheek. Everything about Autumn drew Mazie in, but right now it was something extra, some new, intense feeling that had Mazie wanting to bring Autumn even closer.
There, went through Autumn's mind. That was what she really liked bringing out in Mazie. A more sure demeanor. She didn't wait to be kissed, she went for it when she wanted it. And Mazie wanted it right now, that much was clear. Autumn kissed her back, starting slow but she put a lot into it. Everything she was feeling at the moment, which was nothing but warmth for Mazie. Passion. She wanted her, had wanted her, really, but tonight, with the lights going out...that to her seemed like an opportunity unlike any other. So that morning, along with the storm she could still hear raging outside, it all seemed perfect, in her mind.
Before she could stop herself, both hands were up, one still on Autumn's cheek as the other made its way around her shoulders. She couldn't stop this, not when Autumn was so good at making Mazie think of absolutely nothing else. She did her best to match Autumn's efforts, hoping that what she might have lacked in skill she made up for in enthusiasm. Distantly, she heard cracks of thunder, but ignored them in favor of Autumn's lips.
Autumn put her arms around Mazie, and kissed her until she absolutely had to pull back to breathe. When she did, she kissed along Mazie's jaw, kissing lightly at her throat, then up towards her ear. "Mazie," she murmured when she got there. "We're alone." she continued. "The power is out. If there was ever a time where the cameras were off, it's right now." She gave Mazie's ear a nuzzle. "We're alone." Without an audience.
Oh. Mazie heard herself exhale, something shaky, when Autumn kissed her throat. She was positive she was grinning like a madwoman when Autumn started talking, sure her mind was so far away from words that she had to force herself to listen. No cameras. No. Cameras.
She'd known that but had she thought of it when Autumn's lips were on hers? No way. But now it made total sense. There weren't any cameras. Pushing the towel off, Mazie took Autumn's hand and led her back to the bed, hesitating as she wondered if she should get her clothes off now because they were wet and it seemed like it'd save time or if she should just sit down on the bed. Moments earlier, she'd been unburdened with thoughts of awkwardness but now she just stood there then looked back at Autumn for guidance. "My clothes are wet," She said.
"They are." Autumn said, smiling. She took Mazie by the shoulders, and turned her gently towards her, where she started to tug her shirt up. Bending, she kissed Mazie's stomach lightly as she exposed it, very much taking her time with the process. As it inched up, she gave another kiss.
Her eyes shut for a moment when she felt the kiss to her stomach. In the back of her mind, she was actually pretty thankful Autumn had already seen her basically naked from the swimsuits because otherwise she'd probably be more nervous than she was. Right now, though, Autumn was undressing her and Mazie's legs were a little weak for other reasons than nervousness. She found herself holding onto Autumn's shoulder in an attempt not to just topple onto the bed and pull Autumn with her. The shirt was suddenly too heavy, too much on her skin, especially if Autumn was going to kiss her like that. "We could just take it off," She said, her voice a little quieter than she would have expected.
Autumn smiled, exhaling against Mazie's skin, expression pressed lightly into her flesh. "We could." she agreed, then looked up Mazie's body. "But that wouldn't be as fun." she told her. She gave another soft brush of a kiss as she pushed the shirt up higher. "Of course, if this isn't keeping your attention..."
"No!" Mazie's words tumbled, like she couldn't say them fast enough. "I mean, yes, you've definitely got my attention…Just, are you uncomfortable like that?" With them both still standing and Autumn having to bend down some and…really Mazie just wanted to get this shirt off so Autumn could have more places to kiss but maybe this was part of it. She should stop trying to rush things and let Autumn lead her, guide her, because who did she trust more to do that than Autumn? "I'll be good," She promised, smiling a little at Autumn but not moving to take off any more clothes.
Giggling, a warm, affectionate sound, Autumn smiled back up at Mazie again. Then she tugged Mazie's shirt up a lot higher, giving three quick kisses in succession, before she stood straight. "Arms up." she told her, watching her eyes.
Lifting her arms on command, Mazie held them straight up. On the way, one hand pulled at her hair-tie, letting the bun fall in strange, damp waves around her. She caught Autumn's eyes and was lost in them for a moment, trying to quell the urge to just drag her back into a kiss again. The shirt revealed a run-of-the-mill white bra, something Mazie wasn't entirely sure she was happy she had on in the first place.
Autumn leaned in closer, nearly kissing Mazie, but pulling back at the last moment, teasing her. Then she pulled her shirt up, keeping it slow again, though it was with purpose. It was to keep her ever so slightly occupied while she bent her head to kiss just beneath the line of Mazie's bra, and then of course above it, along the curve of her right breast. She exhaled against her skin, trailing kisses upward towards her collarbone and throat, finally starting to truly pull the shirt off and out of the way, letting it drop to the floor behind Mazie.
Mazie made a little sound, so foreign to her, when Autumn pulled away that she was glad her shirt covered her face for a while after that because she wanted to try and get her wits about her. But that didn't work, not with Autumn's lips in her skin again, under the bra, over the bra, everywhere that made Mazie feel a lot like she needed to be sitting down.
The thud of the shirt on the floor brought Mazie back around, opening eyes she hadn't realized were closed. Taking a chance, Mazie reached out again and tried to pull Autumn in for another kiss, not sure she could handle another one of those near-misses like before.
Kissing Mazie, Autumn put a lot into it again. She pressed up against her, warmth against Mazie's cool damp skin, and she liked the feel of it. She kissed Mazie deeply, sliding her hands around the blonde's ribs, to the clasp of her bra. She unhooked it, and very lightly started to draw the straps down Mazie's shoulders, wanting them to tickle her skin, wanting to bring out goosebumps.
Which they did, pretty easily thanks to the difference in their body temperatures, the kisses, and the light sensation of cloth running down her arms. She felt the tiny shivers spread over her arms but didn't stop her kiss, not until she had to for breath. They weren't even anywhere near fully unclothed and Mazie was already ready to rip the rest of them off, a feeling she'd never really had before. Instead of focusing on how much she wanted to push them into the bed, Mazie took a hint from Autumn and went for the straps on her dress, trying to mimic a similar feeling by slowly working one of the straps down.
Letting Mazie's bra drop to the floor with her shirt, Autumn had to smile as Mazie started for the straps of her dress. That was the spirit. She did look down, however, gazing at Mazie's form first, even if it wasn't quite fully exposed yet. She wanted to reach out and touch her, but held off, instead turning her back to the other girl, so she could get the zipper of the dress should she desire.
Mazie watched Autumn for a moment, thankful she had a photo album full of mental snapshots of the way Autumn looked right now already saved in her mind. She reached for the zipper and slipped it down, actually taking her time, going slow based on Autumn's guidance. When she finished unzipping it, she leaned down and pressed a kiss between Autumn's shoulder blades and then another right where the dress had started because..well, why the hell not? Her skin looked soft and she wanted to taste it. It seemed like a great reason to her.
Autumn gave a little shiver. It was pleasant, and she was glad Mazie was picking things up quickly. Putting the time in was most certainly something to concentrate on. She leaned back a little towards Mazie, wanting to be closer, but not being too demanding about it. She wanted Mazie to have her fun too, after all. To get to do her own explorations.
That was too much for Mazie to deny. Even just that little move back towards her had Mazie reaching out, wrapping arms around Autumn's middle to hold her against her chest. She ducked her head, thinking that if a couple of kisses to her back had gotten a shiver out of Autumn, maybe a similar effect would happen when she kissed down the back of her neck too.
Grinning in the dark, Autumn shut her eyes and allowed herself ot just concentrate on Mazie's kisses. God they felt good. And sure, maybe it hadn't been as long as some people had gone without the positive touch of another, but it felt like ages to her. Autumn was used to a hell of a lot more affection in her life than she'd had since getting put away, and she was relishing every second of this. She made a soft appreciative sound to encourage Mazie.
And encourage it did. Mazie was kind of surprised that Autumn seemed to be enjoying this as much as Mazie had enjoyed her attention. It wasn't like Mazie had any real experience to go on, but she couldn't stop herself from kissing Autumn's skin. It was just so soft, so perfect, and she felt like she needed to kiss as much of it as Autumn would allow. Letting the kisses trail, Mazie went for the other strap of her dress, slipped it down, and press another soft kiss to where the fabric had been.
Autumn loved that light feel, the kisses, and Mazie's breath. It brought out another shiver, and her smile widened. Tilting her head back, she turned her face towards Mazie, even if it was an awkward position. She just wanted to nuzzle a little bit, not to interrupt her.
When she caught sight of Autumn's face again, there was a moment where Mazie wasn't sure what she should do next. Did she try and take the rest of her dress off or did she stop and go back to kissing Autumn's lips instead? All the choices were tempting in their own way, but the answer wasn't quite so clear to her yet. She let her right had slip down her back, wanting at least to feel her skin underneath her fingertips, and as it went lower she let her hand drift into the dress, to play along Autumn's right side. As she did so, she ended up pressing her temple to the side of Autumn's head so she could kiss her cheek softly. "Should we…get rid of the dress?"
"Well, that's up to you." Autumn told her. "So the question is...do you want me to be wearing a dress? Or do you want to feel more skin against yours?" she asked, tone very much a soft, heated purr.
Up to her? If it was up to her, they'd both probably be completely naked already and the idea of that wasn't lost on Mazie. She did stop, though, to weigh the options of this, the tease that was happening between them. Would she be messing something up if she went for Autumn's dress? "Honestly? I'd rather it be gone, with my jeans too…but what do you want?"
Autumn gave a warm laugh. And with that, she stepped just far enough away to turn around, and she let the dress drop to the floor. "I think the lady gets what the lady wants." she told her, right before she dropped down to her knees in front of Mazie, reaching for the fastenings to her jeans.
Woah. The dress was gone and this time Mazie really did just stare for a moment. It took her until Autumn was speaking for Mazie to get her mind back in order and then she was racing to catch up with her words before Autumn was on her knees in front of her and Mazie felt her mouth go dry. "When did I become a lady?" She blurted, not sure what else to even say, let alone do, when Autumn was there, working on the button on her jeans and kneeling in front of her.
Autumn got the button popped, and she kissed Mazie's stomach, tasting her skin lightly while she was at it. She got the zipper down, and peeled the material back, so she could kiss below the belt line, being a little more aggressive with it than before. Since Mazie seemed to want to get farther along, she altered her own course accordingly. "You're my lady."
Her lady.The words hit Mazie and she was smiling just after them. "I like that a lot," She admitted, though as Autumn kissed her Mazie was sure it was more that she liked everything she was doing and saying, not just one or the other. As Autumn lowered her kisses, Mazie felt a small twitch in her hips and ended up just smiling again, letting her eyes shut as she focused just on Autumn's actions. She reached for her jeans and then hesitated. She all at once didn't want to rush Autumn and wanted all of their clothes gone and them on the bed as quickly as possible, so Mazie's hand ended up just awkwardly near her belt loops for a moment before dropping back to her side.
Autumn didn't actually make her wait long. She made a pleased sound at her statement, kissing her still, before she did reach up and pull Mazie's jeans down. She was just careful enough to leave her panties intact there, and she gave little kisses in a line down her thigh, as she started to take off Mazie's shoes as well.
That Mazie felt like she should help with. She was oddly happy to have her boyshorts still on, at least for now. At least she wouldn't be trying to awkward-dance out of her sneakers and jeans while completely naked. For some reason, the image seemed a little ridiculous in her head.
Instead, she focused on trying to slip her feet out of the shoes that Autumn was unlacing. Once free, she stepped out of the clothes and then knelt down too so that she was closer to Autumn. Or, well, more so she could kiss her again, one hand going for her hair this time. When she pulled back, she caught Autumn's eyes. "Bed?"
"Absolutely." Autumn told her, smiling as she stood up, grabbing Mazie's hand to pull her along with her. And, in one quick move, she pushed her onto the bed, tumbling down with her. She put one hand onto Mazie's shoulder to push her back down onto the bed, and she kissed her hard.
Mazie followed, more than happy to do so, and ended up toppled onto the bed. It had her laughing a little, but then Autumn had her shoulder and the cuteness of that moment got really hot, really fast. Her arms went up, wrapping around Autumn's middle as she kissed her back, definitely not trying to move from that spot. If Autumn wanted her there on her back then that was exactly what Mazie was going to give her.
Autumn kissed her like she meant it, throwing all of her pent up desire into it. She'd definitely been wanting Mazie, of course, but she'd been wanting to wait. To wait until the time was right, to wait until she could make it special for her. It was Mazie's first time, so, she wanted it to be memorable. This was the part where she pulled out all the stops, and did her level best to make that happen.
Her hands roamed up and down Mazie's side, cupping a breast and kneeding it a little, thumb brushing over her nipple to tease it.
After the kiss, Mazie exhaled hard only to drag in a gasp of air as Autumn's fingers brushed over her. Her hands had a mind of their own, roaming Autumn's back as she felt her own head crane off to the side a little and her chest raise to meet Autumn's hands. She wasn't sure how anything could feel better than this right now. She had Autumn, Autumn over her, touching her in a way she'd never felt before, and Mazie was pretty sure that this room was no longer just Autumn's bedroom, but probably more aptly described as heaven too.
With the break of the kiss, Autumn wasted no time in starting to kiss heatedly down Mazie's form, pausing to tease both breasts, before she kept drifting further south. When she got to Mazie's panty line, she pushed herself up, grabbing the sides of the material and she started to pull them off, looking directly at Mazie the whole time, wanting that heated, needy look in her own eyes to be part of the imagery for the blonde.
If Autumn's expertise hadn't already done it, that look in her eyes wiped Mazie's mind of all coherent thought. She felt her hips lifting up before she even knew she was doing it, so fixated of Autumn and her eyes, her lips, her skin, everything, that Mazie just stared. Her own eyes reflected a heat too, a desperate look as she strove to memorize each sensation, each image Autumn gave her.
Autumn held Mazie's eyes, reaching out with one hand to drift her fingernails up and down Mazie's calf, then drifting the sweep of her hand higher and higher up her thigh, shifting forward, a very nearly predatory look in her eyes.
There was no way Mazie could have prepared herself for the influx of emotions coursing through her. Autumn's hand on her leg made her shiver, made her exhale heavily again, and she wondered at once if she was supposed to move her legs a little, maybe open them more, when it reached her thigh. Meanwhile that look in Autumn's eyes had Mazie's heart leaping in her throat, a look she hadn't expected from Autumn and it definitely left this…sensation running through her that Mazie hadn't expected. She did end up opening her legs, so at Autumn's mercy and so ok with that.
When Mazie moved, so did Autumn. She slid between Mazie's legs, shoulders between her knees as she slid her arm behind her left thigh. Kissing up the inside of said thigh, she let her teeth graze just the tiniest bit, and she made sure to taste her skin as she made progress towards where she really wanted to be.
Mazie's breath caught in her throat, hitching there as she just stared at Autumn down between her legs. This was really happening. It wasn't like she hadn't thought it would, but here it was, actually happening. She felt like she should do something. Should she be doing something other than just lying there? The feeling of Autumn's teeth on her skin had Mazie letting out an involuntary sound, something that produced a blush in her cheeks, as her head dropped back to the bed.
The smile Autumn pressed to Mazie's thigh was a bright, pleased one. "That's it." she said murmured, right before she, without warning, took her first taste of Mazie. She decided she wasn't taking this part particularly slow. No, she wanted to hear sounds out of Mazie, wanted to know how loud she could get.
There was that twitch of her hips again and Mazie gasped, actually gasped, when Autumn moved in like that. She was unaware of her hands clutching the sheets, unaware that she was probably moving a little too much, but there was one thing she was definitely aware of. While Autumn worked, she was definitely aware of her own voice, hearing the sounds around them as they escalated with Autumn's actions. Loud was not necessarily a problem for her, but Mazie wasn't thinking about propriety now, not when this was happening.
Perfect. Autumn hummed a little into her ministrations. She knew what she was doing, knew how to read all of Mazie's reactions, and she turned all of her experience and knowledge to her advantage. She slid her free hand up the inside of Mazie's thigh, and added that into the mix as well, really wanting to blow the girl's mind, if at all possible.
Mazie let out a sound, open-mouthed and louder than before, spurred half and half by shock and pleasure. Her mind was really, truly gone and all she could do was react to the sensations, react to Autumn's actions. She gripped the sheets again, something to ground her on the bed, but her hips moved on their own, little movements here and there in a desperate attempt to get more of this incredible, intense ride. Should she be doing that? Hell, she had no idea, but she wasn't realizing that it was even happening enough to worry about it being proper.
Autumn was perfectly fine with the movement. It meant she was doing a good job. Really, everthing Mazie was doing was telling her that she was managing exactly what she wanted. It was a rush. It was always a rush, getting people to lose control like that, to fully get swept up in the wave, and have no choice but to ride it as far as it would take them. She loved hearing the sounds, feeling the bed rock beneath them, everything. Autumn was officially in her element, right then and there, and she had so very much missed it.
The world had shrunk down to just this bed inside this room, just the bed and what was happening on it. She managed to get her eyes open, to take in the sight of Autumn there and it produced another sound. Her breathing was quicker than usual, matching the escalation of something Autumn was pulling forth from her. Her hips went with it, trying instinctively to reach a point she was close to but not quite at yet.
Mazie was close. She could feel that. And so Autumn pushed things that tiny bit more, putting a full concentration in just to get her to crash. Her nails bit in just a little bit against her hip where she held her, and she was listening for every sound tore from Mazie's throat.
She felt her body tense, her breath stop in her lungs, and a moment later her breath left with a sound louder than before on its heels. Her hips moved still but not rhythmically, more like pulses of movement she couldn't control as she rode out the crash, the perfect sensations Autumn had conjured up in her. Moments passed and she felt her body relax more fully into the bed, completely unaware that she'd even been arched up just moments before. Breathless, Mazie opened her eyes, trying to catch an image of Autumn, to see her in conjunction with the sensations.
Autumn reveled in it all. It was beautiful, in her opinion. Just gorgeous. She quickly wiped her mouth off, and nuzzled against Mazie's thigh as she gazed up at her, a lazy, satisfied sort of expression on her face.
When her breath had mostly returned to her, Mazie was shifted a little, trying to will sensible feeling back into her body and not just let it lay around like a mush of jelly. She shifted until she was on her side, by Autumn, and able to wrap her arms around the other woman. After a long moment of pressing silent kisses into Autumn's hair and shoulders, Mazie spoke. "…How do I make you feel that way?"
Autumn had crawled up the bed some, to get in close with Mazie. She nuzzled at her neck, kissing beneath her jaw until she gave her a soft kiss on the lips. "You can always just do some exploring on your own." she invited, fine with letting Mazie do that. She understood that it would be new for her, and that was just fine.
The idea of exploring on her own set off another fluttery feeling in Mazie and she pressed a kiss to her shoulder again. She wasn't sure she was going to be good at all, this would be the first time she'd even attempted something of this nature, but it was Autumn. And she wanted to make Autumn feel exactly the way she'd just felt, better if she could even manage it. "Like now?"
"Like whenever you're feeling like it." Autumn told her, grinning a little. "I'm all yours." she added, just to make that clear. That was very much how she felt. She was Mazie's to do with as she pleased. Autumn wasn't very good at relationships. But this one felt right to her. It felt solid.
Mazie shifted a little bit, leaning in to give Autumn another kiss, but this one just under her ear. "You are amazing," She said, letting her fingers trail down Autumn's arms. She slipped down a little further, near Autumn's stomach, and looked back up. "You'll…tell me if I'm doing it wrong, right?"
"I'll tell you." Autumn told her. Though what was probably more true was she'd redirect her. But she was sure Mazie knew how to touch herself, so there had to at least be some experience with what felt good. She had no doubt at all Mazie would work it out.
Mazie still had a heedful of images that Autumn had given her of things that were incredibly sexy, like her looking up at Mazie from where she'd been, and all those kisses. So she figured that she'd steal a little from the teacher, kissing her way down Autumn's stomach to her hip, glancing up once she was kissing over the bone. As she kissed further down her leg, she let her hands trail up Autumn's sides, finding a new sort of pleasure in just getting to touch her this way, slow and languid and indulgently.
Autumn was happy to let her play. To explore. It was half the fun of getting someone in your bed with a lot of time on your hands. Plus, the candle light was gorgeous, and Mazie was looking particularly beautiful there. She arched up a little into Mazie's kisses, loving the feel of that, glad she was taking the time to give them.
Oh, that was good. Feeling Autumn responding that way spurred Mazie on a little quicker. She'd have to learn the more subtle art of this, learn to make herself realize that it was a give and take, because even when she'd been excited to have indulgently slow motions just before, she wanted to see more from Autumn. So she kissed further up, mimicking the kisses on her thighs that Autumn had given her, then hesitating for a moment before she leaned in and tasted Autumn.
Arching her back, Autumn gave a little cry, just loud enough that Mazie would be sure to hear it. Sure to know it was her who'd gotten it out of her. Sex was give and take, and letting your partner know they were on the right track was just as important as any other aspect of it.
The cry settled this little, happy feeling in Mazie. She was doing something right! At least it seemed like it. She kept going, doing the best she could in an unfamiliar situation, but using what she'd gotten from Autumn was pointers. One hand went up to rest on Autumn's hip as she ventured on with her ministrations, not ready just yet to add the extra oomph from before. Not just yet.
It was always sweet, someone going forward with things for the first time. Autumn always enjoyed it, because once someone hit adulthood, there was really not that much that was wholly new. So, it was a thing of beauty, in her mind. She slid her hand down to drift her fingers into Mazie's hair, a gentle gesture, as she made another soft sound of appreciation.
The sound was nice, the hand in her hair was really nice, actually, but Mazie wanted to hear more. She desperately wanted to make Autumn lose it the way Autumn had done for Mazie. And of course her skill-set was a little lacking at this point, but that didn't mean she wasn't going to do her damnedest to give Autumn something. She pulled up her free hand and added that to the equation, focusing her mouth on a specific spot that had pulled something incredible from her just moments earlier, in hopes that it helped.
It helped. It got a cry from Autumn that she didn't attempt to quiet in the slightest, and she moved a little beneath Mazie, a helpless little motion. Her hand tightened in Mazie's hair, though she didn't pull, not wanting to impede her movements at all. Not when she was doing that.
The cry was enticing in a way that made Mazie want to give her more, but that movement, that was intoxicating. Mazie worked faster, keeping her her pace quick and intense because it seemed to be doing well for her so far. She just wanted to hear her lose it, she just wanted to hear Autumn let go the way she'd been able to earlier.
Mazie was on the right track, for certain. Autumn felt things coming fast and hard. Squeezing her eyes shut, she lost herself in it all, gripping the sheets with her free hand as she tried to keep herself still but failed. "Mazie..." she gasped.
Mazie still had a hand on Autumn's hip and her fingers gripped it a little tighter as she worked, doing her best to keep pace with Autumn and work with her movements, not against them. She was all at once in love with the sounds, the movements Autumn was giving her and Mazie was determined to give her as much as she could in order to hear her cry out again. Maybe if she was lucky she'd even get to hear her name on Autumn's lips again.
Things got closer and closer, and Autumn did keep murmuring Mazie's name, between gasps. By the time it came to the inevitable end, she felt a pleasant hum in her muscles, a sweet sort of exhaustion feeling. Her breath came quicker, her teeth dug into her lower lip, and she let out a loud, sharp cry when everything hit.
Mazie mirrored Autumn's actions previously from when she'd been on the receiving end of this, but all through her she felt this pleased, happy warmth. She'd gotten it, the calls of her name, the cries she wanted so desperately from Autumn. After a while, she pulled back and wiped at her mouth, feeling an incredible happiness just at the sight of Autumn like this. She leaned up and pressed a soft kiss to Autumn's hip, drinking in this moment for as long as she could.
Autumn didn't rush herself through recovery, instead just smiling, a lazy, satisfied smile. There was a light tremble to her, and she was positive walking was out of the question for a little while. She reached down to encourage Mazie to come up to lie with her. "C'mere..." she murmured.
Taking the hint, Mazie crawled up to Autumn's side and wrapped her arms around her. There was nowhere else she wanted to be anyway, so being beside Autumn was perfect. She nuzzled in next to her until her chin was resting on Autumn's shoulder and she was able to just watch her for a moment. "You're so pretty. Amazin' and pretty."
"And you're my beautiful amazon girl." Autumn told her, a sweet, soft murmur. She snuggled up to her, getting herself comfortable as thunder rolled hard outside. It was about as perfect as she could have hoped for. Unobserved, they'd gotten to be intimate, things had been great, and she hoped it was going to be memorable for Mazie. Something to hold on to. She knew she would.
This was definitely a good reason to get control of those cameras. They'd been able to spend this time together alone, really alone, and Mazie wasn't willing to share the sights of Autumn like that with anyone else, especially not people holed up behind a computer somewhere, observing. She'd need to get started on that as soon as she could. As she settled in with Autumn, she contented herself with running a hand through Autumn's hair. "Thank you," She said after a moment, giving another kiss to Autumn's shoulder. "This was amazing…and not just this, you know, but the candles and the dress and everything. Thank you."
Smiling, Autumn nuzzled Mazie's cheek. "I wanted your first time to be special." she murmured. "Obviously, I've wanted you before now. But I wanted to be sure that everything was as perfect as I could get it."
Mazie sighed, closing her eyes as she pressed her face into Autumn's shoulder. Giving it a kiss, she smiled. "It was perfect. You were perfect. Are perfect." She never would have thought her first time would have been like this but she wouldn't have traded it for anything else. "We should do this again, soon." After a perfect time like that and Autumn letting Mazie explore the way she had, Mazie was definitely thinking ahead to more of these times.
Autumn laughed softly. “I could be talked into that.” she told Mazie, teasing. “So yes, I know for one, I would particularly like that.” she said. Yes, having an active sex life that she wanted to be having? She was actually relieved.
That had Mazie smiling, leaning closer to Autumn. She shifted, arm around to Autumn's side as she pressed her lips to Autumn's shoulder again. She was quiet for a moment before she looked up at Autumn. "Do you have a favorite thing? Because we could try that." Being adventurous had worked out well for her before and if Autumn had something she wanted that she wasn't getting before, Mazie felt inclined, and willing, to try and provide. Autumn was more experience, of course, but maybe Mazie could make up for that with enthusiasm.
"Act." Autumn corrected softly. "Take ownership of everything you do. It isn't a 'thing', it's an act, it's something you and I are doing together." she said. "As for a favorite, it's not that simple. With every person, it's different, because no one does anything exactly the same way. So, we'll just have to work things out between ourselves, and figure out what our favorites are. Which I for one am looking forward to."
"Act," She repeated, nodding a little. She listened, thinking it made sense when Autumn explained in that way. She'd thought originally that maybe she had something she liked to do, maybe something that didn't get done as often as Autumn might have wanted, and Mazie wanted to be the person who did that for her, but the idea of working together to find out what was best between the two of them sounded too intoxicating. "Can't wait," She said honestly, looking for Autumn's eyes and a smile formed on her lips. "If I already never wanted to leave this room, I definitely don't now."
Smiling, Autumn leaned in and brushed a kiss across Mazie's lips, pleased. "Maybe you should just stay." she invited, going with her impulse in the moment. They already did spend a lot of time together, really. So, the idea of them picking a room and staying there seemed like a good next step.
"Yeah?" Mazie was in a very happy, dazed dream world right now where Autumn had just suggested that she stay. Period. "You sure you ready for me all the time? With my computer up and working at 4 am? Though maybe I could be a decent roommate and work on getting a better schedule for computer work." For Autumn, yes. Anyone else, no way, but Autumn? She could try that.
"How about we just see how it works before we start agreeing to change anything?" Autumn suggested. Really, she didn't think she'd mind someone up working during the wee hours. She didn't have trouble sleeping, so as long as Mazie wasn't blasting music or something, it should be fine. "The real question will be how are we going to sleep." she said. "Since, we've got a twin bed, here. Maybe we could grab your mattress, and we could put both on the floor? maybe take apart the frame?" she suggested, thinking it over.
"Are we going to be doing that much sleeping though?" Mazie hinted, grinning a little as she watched Autumn. She could agree with the seeing how things worked aspect of it, but right now she was riding a high of things working out perfectly and their twin beds just magically fitting both of them always. "We should see which room we like best, though. Obviously there are some killer memories already here but I'll admit, I'm a little selfish. The computer's set up in my room the way I like it and then there's Adam with his nightmares. Worries me to think I'd be too far away to help him if he needed it."
Autumn frowned. "...Adam's got nightmares?" she asked. "He...didn't mention that when we talked." she said. "How often does he have them?"
Mazie watched Autumn for a minute, biting her lip a little. Was she not supposed to mention that? Had she promised Adam that she wouldn't? She couldn't remember anything outside of the nice, warm, happy feelings here. "Uhm..Pretty often I think. He had some really bad ones once and I went in and sat with him for the night. But I don't know if that's something I'm supposed to have mentioned."
"Whether or not you're supposed to have, you did. And I'm supposed to be trying to help him work out some of his issues. His having bad nightmares like that, that's a big deal. Not something to be ignored." she said. "I'll keep it in mind. And we can figure out where we're staying after there's been sleep, and lots of snuggling."
Mazie thought on it, thought on the fact that Autumn was helping Adam and nightmares were a big deal, especially these ones. They certainly felt that way to Mazie. Maybe it was a good thing Autumn knew now. "Fair enough," She said, reaching to pull the blankets up around them and settle into the snuggling part of the night. "I like the beds on the floor thing, though. Just for the record," She said after pressing a kiss to Autumn's cheek.
Autumn smiled, wrapping her arm around Mazie as she shifted to get comfortable. "Me too." she said. She'd rather put in the work and maybe have a slightly awkward living space, than not go for it. At the moment, she felt like they were absolutely where they needed to be.