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[05 Feb 2021|11:23am]
When the second comm meant to replace the sudden closing of the first suddenly closes, it makes it hard to want to do this hobby. And the worst part is, I don't know anyone well enough to even ask what went wrong with the replacement comm. I'm really tempted just to stop trying with these games.
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[05 Feb 2021|02:10pm]
I know it's been said before, and I won't be the last to say it. But lately, writing feels hard in a way it didn't before. I can chalk up part of it to being off my meds for a while (gotta love the US healthcare costs, amirite?), but I don't know. It feels like I'm going through the motions. And it sucks because the love is still there. This is my favorite hobby, my longest lasting one. This has gotten me through so many bad times. I'm terrified I'm losing the desire to do it altogether. I don't want that. I just don't know what to do.
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