• i wish i had the mental energy to rp right now. i was able to at the beginning of quarantine, but i'm lucky if i'm able to do anything but watch tv shows during the day right now.
• i love games, and until now, i've been too busy with school to join one. now i don't think i could handle establishing connections and keeping up with everything.
• i think what all of this boils down to is the fact that this hobby is sometimes really stressful even if it's something we do for entertainment. or at least it gets that way for me. and i don't think i can take that on right now, even though i miss it.