Re: neil d/sam a
You can, yeah, but that's not the point. The point is it shouldn't be an expectation or whatever. Somehow, it's turned into a fucking expectation. Even with Lou, yeah? Even with Russ. Like it's something you have to do.
[Pen.] Yeah, ok, so that's on me. I guess. We fought when I was at the penthouse. About you. I told him you aren't fucking interested in anything, but he doesn't believe me. I think it scares him or something, but he doesn't say it like that. [Darker.] You didn't make anything worse before. I was fucked up without any help from you, baby. And, yeah, I think the shelter's fine. No one agrees. I got that.
Yeah, well, everyone always tries. After you were gone, I bailed for months. No one gave a shit where I was. No one asked what the fuck I was doing. I talked to ppl sometimes, and it was enough. No one thought they had to fucking fix me. I don't want to be everyone's fucking problem again. I don't want to be your problem again.