Re: Cris/Ash
It's alright. Things happen, and I'm grateful for the time that I had with him. Lots of good memories. [...] I wouldn't mind having another one. Or two, maybe. This time it'll be with someone who feels the same way about me as I do about them, though.
I'm not sure if that's the best way to put it. I thought I knew everything, that I knew best, and when my family did try to help me, I was too ignorant to accept it. And at that point, I couldn't even help myself because I felt I was leaning on them too much, and it was just... a mess. I'm not even describing it well, and that's probably for the better. Something I'd like to put behind me.