cause i've ACCEPTED it. i think about it every day. i know what i did. im trying to make it better. this place is supposed to keep you from forgetting. [...] idk if you'd ever forget the stuff with harry though. so maybe none of it matters. at the end of the day, it's not going to fuck me up forever, you know? idk if it would fuck you up forever either. im a little fucked up now, but once im out of here it's not going to get to me. it's just a haunted house.
[...] monsters. some of them look like zombies. others are just. monsters. [He poorly draws a version of this.] giant and it takes shots to get it down.