Re: quicklog: jason t/gwen s
[It wasn't as if he'd thought they could have sex and everything would be better. He hadn't really thought it through that far at all. In the end, this was on him, on not just ignoring the insanity in the air that had made him think it was a good idea to jump straight to sex with someone he'd just cheated on, what the fuck, someone who'd been clear she didn't want to date him right now. He'd made the wrong decision at every step here, and maybe this was the only chance he got.
Why did fucking hotel bullshit always, always make everything worse? If things had just been normal when she came to see him, maybe this could have been okay. When she pulled away he got straight up from the bed, closing the distance between them, putting a hand on her arm before she had a chance to leave.] Wait! Wait. You don't have to go. I did - I wanted to see you. I'm sorry. Can we just...start from the beginning again? You can come in and I won't be a creep this time. [Hopeless, he was fucking hopeless at this.]