Re: Sam A/Russ C
I said no to her because it felt like taking some shit from you when you wouldn't even know it was gone. like taking a choice away instead of giving you one of your own. it wasn't about knowing fucking best, it was about not wanting to be another fucker taking some shit from you, fucking you over, wishing some shit you wouldn't even remember you wished. the thought that if I wished this for you, the other side when you didn't even remember that choice, I was taking other choices down the line away that you'd make different now and I would still know when you wouldn't. I don't know what's fucking best for anyone. you didn't have to fucking explain or justify shit, and you still want it wished, then it's done. you want to tell me to go fuck myself, I'll do that.