Re: Sam A/Cris M
[Pen.] The only person I fucked that wasn't for drugs was Daniel, and it started before Neil and I fucked. He made me feel like he wanted me, ok? Listen, Neil and I lived together for like a year before we had sex, ok?
I wasn't cheating or whatever? Neil never said he loved me. I said it, but he didn't. Well, yeah, he did, but it took three years or whatever, and then he bailed. What's the fucking point in waiting around three years to lose something you never really had to begin with?
There's no guarantees. That's all I'm saying. Even if some priest blesses your shit, ppl stay together and don't fuck other ppl because they want to, not because of anything else. Which means you can fall the fuck out of love with someone, just like Neil did, and it's done. That's all I'm saying. And if you're really into someone, it doesn't matter who you screw, you'll go back to the person you're in love with.