Re: Sam A/Cris M
[...] I've seen her twice since she got here. First time, I [...] wanted her to stay. Here. She said she wanted to too. Then she wanted to pretend she'd never left. She had papers for separation in her car that she brought in when I got mad. She's had them.
Second time, she tells me someone hurt her. She's crying, being cryptic. I go over there, she says it's [...] her friend, the man I thought she was with. He ate his gun. She says it's on me. I get mad, leave.
She writes to me and asks me if I'd sign the papers now. When I call, she says I'm being indecisive, puts it on me. [Sigh.] I see her again, it's going to end the same way. She wants me to tell her what I want, because if I don't want anything from her, there's no reason for her to stick around.