Evangeline Sablier is not broken, but please (handlewithcare) wrote in rooms,
Re: Wren H/Evie S
Oh. It didn't really come up, but I don't think it didn't come up because we were trying to avoid it like the plague either? I don't know .You told me to make a new friend. I tried, he hasn't said 'hey' again, but he doesn't have to. I just don't know if I should say 'hey' again, or if that was that. Make sense? It wasn't bad at all, he wasn't mean. He didn't treat me bad or make me feel like crap. I just don't know if he's on the look out to make a new friend? But I promise, it wasn't bad. Either way. Fuck it. I'll ask. I'm getting really experienced throwing my good nature at people and being brutally rebuffed and/or having it used against me later. So I don't mind asking him. I have a pretty thick skin.
No. I'm not angry. I'm..............
[About ten minutes later.]
What's a word that means unsurprised but still disappointed? And also a little frustrated. And also frustrating. And then off to the side you're just kind of laughing because this is literally your ridiculous life. But you don't know if its because its actually funny, or just really pathetic? With a little bit of resignation sprinkled on top. I'm think I'm that.