Luke Henry is cursed to live for (aneternity) wrote in rooms,
Re: [Brandon Shipping]
Luke realized that he should probably tread carefully, but fuck it, right? They were so far beyond that point. Might as well say what he wanted to say, because it'd been eating him alive for years and even if it all went to hell, at least it would finally be out there. A weight off his shoulders.
"You pushed me too hard." He was almost defiant, with a hint of trepidation. "You pushed me too hard and you knew I'd never say no, you knew I'd do anything you asked. Everyone knew. And would it have killed you to tell me you were proud, just once? Or hell, if that was too much, you could've at least acknowledged the sacrifices I made to carry on your work." He was on a roll. He couldn't stop. "While you're taking all that into account, add the fact that my girlfriend left me and you acted like it didn't fucking matter. Like nothing even happened! Maybe you didn't give a damn, but I did. Take into account that you had a chance to come after me, before it became some moral dilemma for you. I didn't jump right into murder, Thomas. You want to take responsibility for something? Take responsibility for something you're actually responsible for," he snapped, "instead of sitting there and saying you feel guilty because you let me kill people."