Re: "Colombe"/"Gray"
[Some words aren't legible, they all come in a rush.] no it's the way it was supposed to be instead of forcing people to deal with me every time something comes up i needed to figure it out and take care of myself but i got scared and i'm using you and i need to stop because itll only end up badly so badly the way it always does and someone will get hurt and it will be my fault and i can't have that again dont you see i cant keep doing this it was supposed to be different but the only way its different this time is that i also forced myself on you not just made you step in to take care of me and so you see its not dove its never dove its something disgusting and awful so long again it was grime on the bottom of someones boot but that was before the other things so now its even worse and now im here and i have to leave before i do anything else i'll leave i have to itll be for the best in the end youll see it will be so much better once i'm gone even though i wont be completely gone because they stopped me from wanting that but gone from here i can do that i can