Re: Quicklog: Bucky B/Sharon C
Yeah like that's how it works. Feelings just stop when they don't make sense. [Bucky rolled his eyes.] And I hate that I'm using feeling words. [He made a face. He was a soldier, and soldiers were tough. The fact that he was using the words at all was a credit more toward the progress he made trying to open up and not be only a soldier. But it didn't mean it came easy.] What's the fix to someone long broken? It's like repairing an old car, you can put in new parts and get it running, but that's about it.
[His pancakes definitely weren't forgotten. His eyes currently were making love to those pancakes.] I know in life people don't get fair or closure. I just wonder if this would've all been easier if I had any sense of it. [There was so much left unsaid with both Steve and Natasha for him. Connections that were never going to be repaired, and he was feeling the loss of it. Usually Bucky was fine with accepting that the world sucked and that was just it.] Listen it isn't to say I don't care for these versions. I'd take a dozen bullets for either of them, and that's not cause of who they look like or remind me of. It's cause of what we've made here. But I'm worried, with Tasha in particular, that I'm not doing fully right by her. And maybe I have to think of a solution.