stephanie nashton does it all (forthem) wrote in rooms,
Re: Steph/Dickie
[A pause.] My husband's brain is broken, and when he talks to me, he makes me feel like everything I'm doing is wrong. It feels like he hates me. I know that's not true, or I'm trying to tell myself that isn't true, but what if he doesn't get fixed? What if this is just a reset? I can't do that, Dickie, not now. [Rambly quick typing.] I thought I was pregnant but I'm not and I just found out that I probably can't have kids and my husband isn't even fucking here to tell me it's going to be okay. He doesn't even understand when I tell him. I told him there was no baby, and he could only riddle at me. Dick, I'm a fucking wreck, and no one understands and no one is going to understand.
[Blink, blink.] Yeah. It wasn't defensive, it wasn't meant to be. I'm saying we know. We know what we're doing.
Oh fancy that, that's what Selina and I are up to, too.