Re: Bucky B/Sharon C
I'm tired of seeing disappointment on his face and in his voice. He's hurting, he just experienced his Winter Soldier, and he's raw. I want to be there for him and do better this time, but I'm not sure I'm capable of being around anyone right now. I feel unstable again. I'm angry and defensive, I keep having to hold myself back from violence against harmless people. I'm just so fucking angry, at myself and this damn place.