stephanie nashton does it all (forthem) wrote in rooms,
Re: steph/tim.
You're my favorite. [...] I'm trying not to be hurt about, about feeling so lonely here when there's so much other shit going on, but it still hurts. Jason hasn't even checked in yet, and whatever, I don't think he wants to. That hurts a lot because you all know I'd be the first one there for you if I could. If I could be there for Dick? I'd be there night and day. I'd do the same for any of you. [...] I still want to hear from my family. I still want to see you guys. I want everyone to be as excited for me getting married as I know everyone is for Dick and Babs having their baby. Which I am excited for -- don't get me wrong! I'm so, so thrilled that we're going to be aunts and uncles. I'm going to spoil that kid mercilessly, and Eddie and I will be the best aunt and uncle ever. But. It still hurts, Tim. And now all this shit with Ra's, and I keep thinking about Damian, and all of this hurts. I just wanna get better, but it's hard.