jude "i am super chill all the time!!!!" murphy (sueasadsong) wrote in rooms,
Re: Dream: Jude/Alexander
It complimented us nicely until it stopped complimenting us at all. [That's what happened when the two of them let their sisters fly, and it was tough not to let them, because Jude found their strength appealing. The Murphy women were devious and confident, or at least Chloe used to be. It was still a shock to see how much she changed when he arrived in Vegas. He wondered what she would be like now, if she stabbed Neil and was done with that chapter.
He was really starting to wonder whether this was fake or not. Because surely his subconscious couldn't get that perfect pitch of subdued anger toward Clementine Alexander had.] If she's the only one left for me, what else can I do but indulge her? [Without her, he was alone. He never minded being alone much before. He did his work and contacted the others when he came. Vegas made him needy, and he felt solitary, even in the Gatsby world.]