Re: Sam A/Penny R
I ain't afraid of him, honey. Don't think that, okay? Temper or not. He don't scare me one bit. He's a good guy.
I know, I don't try to be perfect, but you can see how its a little disheartening right? All you want is to help, or be there, and you can't do either. I thought I did understand him, that's the problem - or part of it. I thought he understood me. I thought a lot of things that are wrong I guess. Makes me not trust myself too much, which makes me think I shouldn't have in the first place, it's all connected I guess. Some things don't go away no matter what I do.
They know I love them, I told them all the time. I tell everyone all the time.