Re: Clem/Penny
Do you know how hard I've tried? Clementine, you're not wrong. What do you think keeps me trying? I don't want to lose him.
But if all I'm doing is hurting, or all he's doing is hurting in return then how is that worth anything? You know what Sam's brother told me? That I should be happy when they were young because they were finally happy. Like he ain't never seen him happy before. Maybe I ain't never either, and I was just stupid all those years back home thinking we were close.
I ain't refusing to talk to him. I will always talk to him, I will always be there for him. Whatever he needs, forever. But he doesn't have need for me. He doesn't have room for me. He won't tell me things, I'm so sick of finding things out from other people, it's hurtful. He won't even let me meet his girlfriend. He keeps me ten arms lengths away and the more I push the harder he pushes me away, and it hurts. Do I just keep doing it until I'm so bruised up I'm numb to it? I don't think he does care about me, I think....Maybe you were right, maybe he ain't good to me. Maybe he don't care. He's got people does care about, and we know how he reacts when they need him. Right?