Re: Sam A/Lou D
It is real. He's actually telling me right now that I shouldn't mourn for who you were. I think he may just worry that he's lost you. It's complicated.
I do. I don't know if that's mad, or if it would be madder if I didn't. But that doesn't mean I'm not happy you're happy, or I didn't also miss seeing you as you are now, and you're still here. You haven't gone anywhere. [...] I'm still thinking about the fact that I may never speak to my brother again. That may be coloring things.
I was, but I'd be happy to come see you, I didn't go far. Where?