Re: Marta F / Sam A
Or he can be a great parent and I can be not in the way. Or [...] whatever. But yeah, I can think about wanting whatever, but if that's not what he wants, then it's not going to end up happening. Like, I know he wants me safe because that's what he's wanted since we fucking met. But there's different fucking ways to make sure of that. And I feel like if he had half a second to stop and think about things without needing to focus on Bean, he could probably get his head around it and he'd be happier without this big "what if" going on over our heads. And he'd be able to settle at least a little bit more into something good for him. Y'know, have some time to [...] date. Not be alone anymore, because I know it's [...] been a while for him.