Re: Marta F / Sam A
So, you're still emotionally nearly jailbait or whatever. Or do you feel emotionally different? What's better about being like you are now?
Yeah. IDK. I'm sick, yeah? On top of the junkie thing, and it's like he has another kid with me around, but I want to stay, which is shitty. I been crashing at his place, and it's nice. Weird, but nice, and IDK. What do you do if you know you're bad for someone, but you [There's hesitation here. Writing it out is hard, yeah?] love them like hella fucking crazy? And he'll get tired eventually, yeah? That's how shit works. Everyone bails eventually.
You're not a worthless anything, but I guess the therapist already told you. [Spiral.] What do you think when you look at her or whatever?