I don't know if I can get over that. Gwen's dead, long live Gwen? I don't know if I can. Does that make me [...] shit I can't even believe I'm asking you this. Am I fucked up? For not getting the picture, like everybody else does, and just jumping over the wall and moving on. It's like it's just going to be one of those things I don't understand, and everyone else is on board.