Re: Anon lock
is that so, or do you think you're being quick to assume that they're holding back instead of trying to protect you? what makes you think that you'll fly off the handle? doing it once or twice when people you care about are acting like shitheads doesn't make you that bad person, either. [Beat.] i'm sorry. It sounds terrible, feeling shut out like that.
i thought we weren't playing head-doctor here? [...] i don't know. probably the stuff with my dad, right? perpetual feelings of insecurity and self-doubt? an inability to believe myself deserving of love? et cetera?