Re: Anon lock
'self-indulgent' is an interesting way of looking at it. You realize you just criticized yourself for being self-critical, right?
[...] my best friend is sort of emotionally blackmailing me into not drinking? which, I know, that's not the way it works. I've read the literature, i get that it needs to be because i want to quit and because i'm ready, and i don't know if i'm there yet? [...] but I've been alone since she left, and it's fucking awful. i miss her, but i also just miss hanging out with people. most of my friends have died or disappeared back into the hotel.