Re: Louis D/Cris M
His comments today certainly gave me more insight to that that I had previously. We don't speak about a wide variety of topics, mostly just his own troubles, which I've tried to help him with. His unwillingness to turn down Sam's money, and then his petulant response when I asked him to let me give him the money instead, spoke to a side of him I hadn't encountered yet.
I know what you mean. But I think I worry too much for Sam, and I talk too much for you. Neil barely strings five words together when we talk, anymore. I've made people tired of me by being too nosy and too present in their lives. I think perhaps that needs to change. No more meddling in people's relationships, no more screaming at anyone because I can't bear to listen to people I care about squabbling with each other. It's making me feel like an insufferable harpy. I'm tired of it. If I can't care less that people are unsafe or unhappy, perhaps it's best if no one tells me about it. That's already happening, and I'll only make it worse by fighting it.
The South Bronx. Feel free to let me know if I'm wrong, I have yet to sign a lease.