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Meredith Janssen (ex_perspecti86) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-07-15 14:17:00

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*journal, meredith janssen, sam alexander

Sam A
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[...] I just wanted to say that I hope you're doing well. ~~I saw the post asking for help and Neil was so quick to jump to your aid and~~

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	Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:24 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? [Pen.] Why? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:29 pm UTC (link)
	I was just [...] wondering. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	Did you want details? Find out how fucked up I am this week, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:33 pm UTC (link)
	No, I don't. I just wanted to see if you were okay. That's all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	I'm never ok. Yeah? You know that. You told me enough times. Did you find somewhere to stay or whatever? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	I only said those things because I was angry, okay? I don't- I mean... I don't want bad things to happen to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Did you find someplace? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	I'm fine. No one needs to worry about that other than me. I wouldn't tell you either way, anyways. Not you, not Neil. No one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	Do you just get off on worrying ppl? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:44 pm UTC (link)
	No one's worrying about me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	You get that's fucking childish, yeah? You're with this guy for years, and now you're fucking drama queening about being homeless or whatever, when we all know he would never kick you out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	I don't expect someone I'm not with to take care of me. I can just imagine the things all of you would be saying if I asked him for any help. So I'm doing this on my own. I've a job lined up. I've found a place to stay. I'm fine. Anyways. I'm glad you're okay. Take care of yourself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	So it's our fault? You're homeless so that we don't give you shit? You're worrying him so that we don't give you shit? You're making it sound like he's a motherfucker who put you out on the street so that we don't give you shit? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:54 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not making him sound like anything. And I hardly doubt I'm worrying him, okay? It's over. End of story. I'm sorry I reached out. I shouldn't have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	Do you LIKE sabotaging your own shit and shooting yourself in the foot? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 07:59 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I'm not going to go through this with you. ~~Though I'm surprised you haven't thrown yourself at him yet. Is it only fun to invite him over when he's in a relationship with someone else?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 08:03 pm UTC (link)
	I'm trying to fucking HELP YOU. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, because insulting someone is definitely trying to help them. There's nothing to help, Sam. It's over, okay? And I'd rather not dwell on it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tinieblas
2015-07-15 08:10 pm UTC (link)

Come the fuck on. You just want ppl to blow smoke up your ass, and that shit is all fake. It's like this 'I'm nice' thing you pretend to do, which is transparent as fuck. You're a bitch, and we both fucking know it.

But he cares about you, yeah? And I want him to be happy. You want the guy? Fucking stop throwing yourself a pity party all the fucking time, and stop playing the victim martyr. Neil doesn't chase. Stop trying to get his ass to chase you.

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	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	He's certainly good at chasing after you, Sam. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	No. That's the fucking point, asshole. He doesn't chase after me. I ASK him to come. I ASK him to see me. I ASK him to do shit for me. You run the fuck away and expect him to chase. Don't you fucking know this man at all? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't have to compete with anyone before here. I didn't have his ex asking him for things all the time. We had our life. We worked. We were happy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, ok, it's all me existing that causes your shit. You really believe that? If I stop talking to Neil, what? You go back to happily ever after? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	You won't, though, so don't even pretend. But it doesn't matter. It's over. I left. I ended it. So whatever happened is now in the past, and it'll stay there. He's got his family. His friends. He'll be fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	He asked you to take a fucking break. Come on. Don't fucking bullshit me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	And I told him I couldn't do it anymore. No bullshit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tinieblas
2015-07-15 11:43 pm UTC (link)

You're fucking frustrating to talk to, yeah? You say all this shit that isn't true, and I can't even tell if you believe it or not. You said you couldn't do it, and he was supposed to go NO MERE STAY, but Neil doesn't fucking chase, right? So you shoot yourself in the foot, and then you check on me when you don't actually give a fuck how I am.

So, yk, to clarify shit for you and make it easy. NO, we aren't fucking. YES, I'm still a fuck up.

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	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	You're assuming a lot right now. Good night. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J tinieblas 2015-07-15 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	You are IMPOSSIBLE to fucking help. Go on, keep feeling sorry for yourself and lose everything that matters as a result. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Meredith J ex_perspecti86 2015-07-15 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	[Nothing further.] (Reply to this) (Parent)