I don't know. Suddenly things felt real different like,um, the other shoe was finally dropping? But it didn't make no sense because I was never afraid of that before with you. I trust you like I don't trust other people, but all of a sudden I felt like I was facing down this very real possibility that I was losing you somehow. Every time I wasn't understanding you, or we weren't understanding each other, or I was just making you mad, it all felt so different. I don't know why. Maybe just timing, maybe it was just coming from a different place inside of you or hitting a new place inside of me or both. I don't know. But it's had me in a state.