Re: louis d/cris m
Yeah, Sam and Ash [uh] are close enough. Ash said she'd file it away as a good time. She was good about it. She did defend Meredith to me, [...] and I mighta got a little short, but [...] I'm not leading her on. I wouldn't do that. To Sam or her.
[...] The ridiculous thing is, I never had one before, not less it was with somebody I wanted to get to know and it didn't work out. But nothing like this.
[Um.] I dunno. Maybe that's too stronga word. We talked and I think we get where each other are coming from a lil bit more. I'm trying to give her space to figure her stuff out with Neil and I'm trying to [...] not let the guy control my life, huh? I know how Sam feels bout me. She's just gotta work through her stuff with Neil before [...] we can really do anything else, more, whatever. I gotta step back til then or I get crazy, and you and me both know that's not a good look for me.