Re: Sam A/Neil D
We're being honest, yeah? It's ok, Neil. I'm moving on. Slow or whatever, and I get it's awk and doesn't feel like it sometimes, like in that motel or whatever, but I'm not completely fucking nuts about you like I was in the Fall.
You can make choices, baby. Why don't you? Is it easier, or is it about regretting shit you choose? I do the latter, yeah?
[A little less pen this time.] Why didn't you say it?
Yeah, nah, I feel like shit when I ask for space, like I don't like ppl, and then they feel bad, like that Jake kid, and I feel shitty. And it's not the same, yeah? When ppl can show up all the fucking time. I always liked hiding. I'm just better about telling ppl now, so they don't freak the fuck out looking for me. [...] Why didn't you go home to Meredith?