Re: Sam A/Neil D
I know. [Cursor blink. Blink. Blink.] Turn what off?
[...] It doesn't sound like he was, no. [...] He's not wrong. And he has no reason to believe I'll change. I'm sure he's disappointed.
Yeah. [Pause.] God, I hate doing it like this. But [...] I know I was shit at showing you I wanted you, Sam, when we were together, but I did. I didn't just care about you. I loved you. Okay? I was still horrible for you and drunk more often than not, but how I felt—it wasn't apathy. It wasn't nothing.