Re: Sam A/Neil D
Is that you talking, or is it him? [Pen.] Cris isn't a bad guy. I know he yells, and I know he says shit he shouldn't. I think he's way more fucked up about Meredith than he says. She was telling ppl, I guess, about what happened with him? Like strangers, and I think that's like bad shit all over again, like her violating him again, yk? But he's not a bad guy, and I know he wants more than I can give or whatever, and I'm hurting him a lot by not being there or whatever. He takes it out on you. That's not fair either, yeah? We [Pen.] We're seeing other ppl or whatever, because of this.
He and Cris are friends, but I think that's hard to maintain when Cris yells about you a lot, yeah?
I get it, Neil. I do. It was pmuch fucking obvious in that motel room, yeah? I made an asshole out of myself, but I get it. I thought [...] I thought shit that wasn't true. I was the one holding on, not you, yeah? I get it.