Re: Sam A/Neil D
[...] I send mixed signals. I can't make up my mind. I drive you crazy, Sam. We were together and you thinkâyou think I didn't want you, you think I felt [...] differently than I did [...] because I let you believe it. I never said otherwise. I was never clear, never decisive. That wasn't fair to you. Isn't fair.
He wants what's best for us. He wants us happy, and well. [...] Louis doesn't really do messy. And he's been through a lot. He has. I thought he and Cris were friends? I know how he feels about Meredith.
[Lengthy pause.] You do it because of me. I [...] I never made things right with you. I mean, I can apologize over and over, but I never gave you straight answers. No wonder you question yourself.