Re: louis d/cris m
I knew this would fucking happen. I told Sam and she told me don't worry bout Neil don't worry bout Neil. [Ha.] Him and Meredith deserve each other. Fucking hurting people and then thinking they don't owe em nothing, thinking THEY'RE being inconvenienced by the criesa the people they're fucking stepping all over. He has to tell her, one way or the other. I'll make him if I have to, but he has to pick a side. He can't have both anymore. I been good about it. Sam too. Months. MONTHSA his bullshit. MONTHSA it hurting Sam. he's gotta pick. either he wants her or he doesn't. You know, that fucking idiota, he thinks he's saving her feelings or something by not telling her one way or the other, when I think a fucking no would be easier to swallow than a 'we can't'—and he says oh, he knows he hurts her, oh, so sad, y así hasta el infinito, he's crying, huh? But he just does it. He does it. He hurts her and then HE'S distraught??? Who the fuck cares? Not me! This ain't irresponsibility, compay. You don't call someone else's being shattered by some jerk's actions or inaction IRRESPONSIBILITY. You call it what it is—manipulative, cowardly, and fucked up. You call it by name to his face, cause he's run from the consequences for long enough, huh? He runs and he runs, and Sam sits over here crying, telling me she's a slut, telling me she can't figure her head out, so we can't be together, even tho she wants to. She can't tell me if she wants the guy, that's how fucking confused she is. Entiendes??