Re: Penny R/Sam A
Of course he was, things like this don't just start overnight or because of one thing. I'm pushing for him period, honey. Someone healthy ain't gonna fix him. He needs to fix himself when he's ready. I don't get to make decisions on who he falls in love with. I get to tell him when he's being an ass, or acting bad. Which I ain't been good at lately, I been dancing around it a lot. Because I didn't know all that was going on and I was scared.
And I think he's putting too much pressure on you, some of the things he said worried me, not for him but for you. So I get how you must be feeling, probably overwhelmed and I know it's hard to hear someone say they love you and not be able to say it back. I think a lot of the stuff he's dealing with he's doing to himself, and you got nothing to do with.
I think you both need some help getting through some shit. Whatever that means to you, I think you should seek it out. I need some help right now too, but I don't know what means either so I get it's confusing. Friends look out for each other, and support each other, and try and help. Cris loves you, I know that's hard to hear. But on account of that, I got an interest in what happens with you. And I ain't used to him having parts of his life that I'm not part of. I'd like to be your friend, maybe I can help better then. Maybe we can get to know each other a little better when things settle down. We got some problems here in the city, and I gotta take my niece to the damn desert to her daddy. But I'd like to get to know you.