Re: steph/destiny.
I used to be able to. [Blink. Blink, blink.] I miss my old life so much. You know? I miss having someone who I thought was always going to be there. I miss waking up next to someone I love every morning. I miss having someone in my corner. But, he can't stand me anymore. I ruined that. And most days it feels like no one else can stand me either. And I guess that's me being nuts. I'm nuts, I know. But having someone who put me first? Helped a lot the last time. Now I don't feel like I have anyone to put me anywhere. I feel like extra weight. I'm lonely. I'm tired. I just want to go back in time to [...] I don't know. Maybe before all of this. Maybe I would be happier.