Re: steph/destiny.
But what if I'm never supposed to get anything better? What if that's just my lot in life, too? Everyone else has better things, everyone else has other people. I've got nothing, but maybe that's what it's supposed to be. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone. Maybe I'm supposed to suffer for everything I've done instead of get anything better. [...] I've gotten hurt, too, but that doesn't matter, I guess. They're all happier than me. They all get to be happier than me, they deserve to be happier than me. I failed as a daughter, I failed as a sister, I failed as a wife. I failed as a person time and time again, haven't I? And I keep getting chances only to fuck those up, too. So, maybe I'm not supposed to get any more chances.
I'm tired. I'm really fucking tired. And weak. And I don't know how much more of this I can take.