Re: very much anon/lin a
I feel you, girl. I mean, you're talking to someone who has tried to kill himself like, way too many times. The best way to track sometimes—well, there're two. One would be to like, idfk, keep a journal about how shit's going, day-to-day, and then you can look back on it and be like, wow, I was an asshole (that's if you're me). But I always stop doing that shit like, a week in, bc fuck that. The other is to just reflect on shit or whatever, right? Like, think about where you were five years ago and now, and you won't be able to see the line precisely, but I think you'll find you've come a ways, yk?
I try. He doesn't do much listening. He's the biggest dick I know.