Re: neil d/sam a
Yeah, I get that, but I also get that Vegas nearly killed me, and it nearly killed you. Neither of us asked for the bad shit that happened there, but it's ok to say you couldn't handle me. I think most people couldn't handle a junkie who stole all their money and alternated between ODing, trying to kill herself, and fucking other ppl. Yeah, it was me trying to cope with terrible shit, but it still had an effect on you, baby.
Neil, whether Meredith likes it or not, you're stuck with me, which means she's stuck with me. Cris can hate it too, but we're always going to be part of each other's lives. Which means making peace with your bitchy gf if I can. And, really, I just want her to do what's going to make you happy for once, and maybe some fucking thing I say will sink in.
[Pen.] But it's really fucking hard being positive when I think she's not good enough for you, yeah? You didn't do anything fucking wrong here. Why is she making you suffer for this shit?