Re: Call: Sam A/Cris M
[She's in line, fingers pinching the bridge of her nose, and she sounds a little breakdown when she talks, yeah? Like she's trying to be quiet, but like she can't.] I know, I know, I know. You aren't pathetic, and you're not deluded, and I'm not saying you're wrong, or you don't know how you feel. I just- Why- Why can't we do anything at my speed? Why- Why can't- I get it, I do, I move too slow for you or whatever, and I want you to have feelings for me. I have feelings for you, but why can't we just be? Why can't it just be ok, just once, to do it my way? Why- I want to see you- I want to be around you, and why can't that be ok? You know it freaks me out, and you know why, and it- It hasn't been years, ok, it's not like me and Neil. I been back less than a month, why- I know you want everything. You take care of me. You want- I know- I was still- [A shuddering breath.] I just wanted to see you.