Re: neil d/sam a
Baby, what do you want? For real, and without needing to sugarcoat it or bullshit me. What is it that you want? Do you really want to be left alone?
[Pen.] I can't take most of the drugs, yeah? I mean, they don't stop anything from progressing, but they make it so the periods between are ok, and maybe they keep ppl chill enough that things aren't as bad? Seizures happen a lot with stress, so the meds are all benzos, and I have a problem with benzos, and then they layer uppers on, yk, to counter the benzos. But I can't handle fights and stress without getting sick rn, and then I get sick and can't fuck around, and that was ok when it was just me, but it's not just me anymore.